i made up my mind

just blogged yesterday..

and that very day, i tender.. it was a tough decision i muz say.. for the past few days i had been thinking.. thinking.. thinking..

i hate to leave, since the day i knew heeren is closing down.. my mood was like.. hai..

i noe my resignation will affect the company, the department and also mostly to my other colleages, especailly jenny n vichelle..

really wanna stay and fight together along with them.. however, many things came into my mind which result me to tender..

feel very bad right now.. i now i should face the things rather then running away.. of coz, it is not my style of doing things also..really let larry and jenny down.. i noe i should stay and repay larry by helping him out.. and also at the same time share the trouble and go through it with jenny n the rest..

darren (my manager) and wendy tried to ask me to stay.. i noe in this situation all of us are in now, we couldn't afford to lose a single person. not even taking a day leave or MC.. wendy and darren really tried to talk me over.. like i say, i wished that i could stay also.. but the situation and environment doesn't allow me to do so.. n still, i had made up my mind to resign..

over here i would like to thank:
wendy
darren
larry
chin
san mao, jia ying
ivy
yun yun
jac
vichelle
jenny

i really really learned and experience a lot from you guys which i couldn't get it some anywhere else.. i picked up skills and experience from every1 of you in Sei Woo.. i seen a lot, tried a lot and also experience a lot.. u all gave me this chance to learn and groom myself..

i noe jenny and the other colleagues will be very sad now, although i cant really see how she feel but i noe that my resignation will affect her a lot.. i hate to leave, i hate to say goodbye and also i hate to change another environment (as closing of heeren had already affected me a lot)..

i will have lesser chance to see u guys, both in Sei Woo and Sakae Heeren.. jus in half a months time, this changes my life a lot..

tml is be heeren last day.. next tuesday will be my last day at Sei Woo..

hope every1 will be still fine..

Ever-Changing

Something happen recently which gives me and all the other heeren part-timers a big blow..

I hate to say it or even think about it, but i know it will happen anyway.. Soon.. 2 more days to the last day to Sakae Heeren..

The feeling is kinda weird.. dun noe how to say it.. will miss every1 in heeren..

hai.. dun even have the mood to do anything.. first is becoz sakae heeren is closing.. Second, is work.. the work is really driving me crazy.. the used to be cheerfull ronnie you will seldom see now.. it is so stressful, too much that you can't have a single second to think about any other things but work.. yesterday start work at 8.30am, should end work at 6pm, but OT until 9pm.. omg..

i noe it is stupid of me to stay right.. i will wanna leave also.. but it will get me to nowhere also.. stay is not a choice, leave is also not a choice.. see my others friend so carefree make me think about the life i wanna have also..

Of coz, the current life isn't i wan it.. its is really time for me to find the life i wan it to be.. simple life.. Used to crack some jokes during work.. now?? i m lazy to say a single word also..

so many many many complains to say about work, i noe some of you noe it le.. i dun wan to talk about it also..

during this difficult time, sakae heeren is closing down.. omg.. i always regards sakae heeren is my second home, my second family.. hate to see every1 leaves.. for the 3 years.. life changes again.. i noe most of the things in life are not forever, but i nv think that it will end this way..

dun noe when we will get to meet up so often again.. hope every1 will be doing fine..

got the urged to tender every now and then.. the feeling SUCKS.. u all read abt this will sian right..

Ronnie, wat should you do.. "i also dun noe"

ok, everything is fine.. try to struggle through still.. hope that i will fine the way i wan it soon..

ITs CHINESE NEW YEAR

omg, i got so many many many things to blog abt.. i noe it was damn long since i last blog.. so long that i almost forgotten my password.. haha..

(1)
every1 noe that i was looking forward to end of my attachment, and YESH!! its over.. but then again.. it continues again.. i stayed.. i m sure some of u will be wondering: "WHY!! how come you stayed"

Hai, i dun wish to also.. there are of coz some reasons which makes me stay.. on the other hand, i noe heeren is damn short of ppl also.. which makes me hanging on to 2 jobs.. so u all can imagine, monday to friday office work, sat and sunday and PH working at sakae.. Baobei is quite quite unhappy abt this also.. coz its been a long time we went out together.. thank you baobei for your understanding..

(2)
my birthday pass like 2 weeks ago.. was very very very x10000 happy... i would like to say a very very big thank you to those who had sent an sms or call to me wishing me, and also those who had came for my birthday chalet at downtown east.. really thank alot..

BIg THANK YOU to :
sherman, yi xiu, steph, shi yin and xin yi
ah lun, sally, abel, wei lun, lester
xavier, yun fang, zi xin, nadine
angeline, james, xiao da
baobei and her parents

Want to say xie xie ni men.. thank for coming and also Thanks for the presents.. wahaha.. u all po fei le.. all of you are juz like the colours in my life, making it so colourful.. Thanks again..
as you all noe, i m 'quite' lazy to upload those pic and also quite busy with work la hor.. so if u really really wan to see those photo, please click on the link on the right of my blog, look for a link name "baobei".. my gf had posted the pics up already.. so dun double work right.. haha.. if u wan the pics, please come to me, i will send to you.. if wan autograph then need to pay liao ok.. haha.. ok la.. crap liao..

(3)
Gong xi fa cai and Happy chinese new year to all.. if really fa cai liao muz share share huh.. chinese came so fast.. maybe it is bcoz CNY juz after my attachment la.. haha.. thought i can have a nice rest during the long break of CNY but again.. sakae calling for help now and then.. went to work almost every day during CNY except for chu yi.. it was so so so busy la.. omg.. it is mainly becoz no enough ppl to work la.. dun noe wat the M********T is doing.. staff is almost half dead down there and yet nothing is done to help.. 2 days was helping out in the kitchen, making sushi, YUSHENG.. omg.. but its fun la, learned alot of things.. haha.. but can see every1 was too tired.. dun noe whether this situation will or not.. hope help is on its way..

sure u guys received a lot of hong bao ba.. haha.. or some may be winning on the gambling table.. haha.. like ricky ang.. my brother, came back to sakae liao.. glad to have him back man..

CNY, where friend came together.. TO GAMBLE.. haha.. no la.. it is really a time for friends to gather together la..

i noe, some are having exams during the CNY.. dun noe wat the sch is thinking abt, no wonder some went insane... haha..

but its ok..

good luck and jia you for your exams to: yun fang, zi xin, nadine, sherman, xin yi, shi yin, steph yi xiu and the rest of you.. it will soon be over..

(4)
Valentines day is coming.. Money is going.. haha.. baobei birthday is around the corner.. which is the next day of valentines day.. OMG!! haha.. guess the next entry

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY..